The junk ends here!
Week 1 Day 1, Weight 145

Ok - so this weekend was BAD as far as food goes. I can't believe I am about to admit this but I ate almost an entire 13x9 pan of chocolate chunk brownies by myself. I knew when I made them that I would probably end up doing that but that somehow didn't stop me. Of course that is about all I ate this weekend with the exception of a six inch sub and half a chicken sandwich. That is not good. All crap and no decent nutrition will lead to a bad Mary both inside and out.

Oh where, oh where has the self discipline gone? My sister once told me that she admired me for how self-disciplined I was. She probably doesn't remember telling me that but I remember and it has always stuck with me and made me feel proud. You see, I have always looked up to her as what I aspire to be someday and the fact that she admired that about me filled my soul with an awesome feeling. I need to remember her words every time I go into the kitchen in search of food when I am not really hungry.

As you can see I have posted my weight at the top and hope to post it at least every other day. I also hope to post whether or not I exercised and stuck to my meal plan. Plus any other things that are on my mind. Hopefully by putting it all down I will be more inclined to living a healthy life.

I have not yet come up with a schedule for my stay-at-home mom days, but I hope to have some down time tonight to do that and to come up with some sort of realistic meal plan for the week. Monday starts a whole new week, a whole new job (stay-at-home mom), and a whole new attitude. All of which will hopefully lead to a whole new me!